i want to do everything but don't end up finishing anything. which could mean one of many things: i am a schizo. i am bipolar. i am lazy. i am too ambitious. i think i can handle it all but can't. i get carried away. i don't know what i want. i am confused. i am lost. i love lost. i want to move to new york. i want to move to london. i hate la. i love la. i want to be in a band. i want to be rich, but not super famous. maybe just a little famous, like the girl from the kills. i want to be a funny writer. i want to be a columnist. i want to travel the world. i love montreal. i've never been to montreal. i eat a lot. my metabolism is slowing down. i love my dog and cry when i think about the day she will die. i want to go to cosmetology school. i want to live in the philippines for a year and live the life. i want to go back to new york. i wish i were a new yorker. i wish i were a better guitar player. i wish i could really sing. i wish i was little bit taller and a baller. i dislike planes. i am intrigued by serial killers. i am never content. i always want more. i am over clubs. i am legend. i am sam.
